Post by Spiritstep on Sept 14, 2013 8:06:53 GMT -8
My name is Spiritstep. I was once called Sarafine. I was born in Snowclan. My mother was a cat named Longfur. She was a queen for a very long time but she never seemed to love me...
I felt hated by her. She made me the monster I am today. She would scream and yell and blame me for everything that my siblings did wrong. What kind of mother does that.
I was just a monster in her eyes. My father was Blackheart. I knew him really well and I only got love from him. My siblings were mean to me as well. My siblings warrior names are Icystep and Forestfire. Forestfire is a pure evil cat and Icysep eventually became nice to me after we were warriors. I had no one when I was young. No friends and no one to trust. Only when I became an apprentice did I finally had someone who cared about me. His name was Deathclaw. He was my mentor. He treated me different. He must have seen my darkness inside of me that I always tried to fight and mask away. He trained me to use that Darkness that we both shared to my advantage.
When I became a warrior I was named Spiritstep by the leader of the clan. Deathclaw had told me of his plans to take over the clans. I told him I would think about it because I was in love with someone. It just happened to be Deathclaw I well. I told him the trust and I became his mate. I became pregnant with his kits. I had four kits. Icekit Rockykit Sweetkit and Littlekit.
After they were apprentices I joined Deathclaw and Deathclaw forced the kits to join him as well. After the terrible battle with the rogue cats we were all banished. Including the my kits. I took the kits and went far away from Deathclaw. The kits grew up and went off on their own. I never wanted them to find me so I changed my name to Sarafine.
I became the way I am because of my mother siblings and Deathclaw. The only happiness I ever had in my life was Deathclaw at one point and my four kits if only I could find them ever again but that shouldn't happen. I'm a monster and I need to stay away from them...
I rejoined Snowclan even though I was banished. Ivystar forgave me and I got my old name back and I am Spiritstep again. Guardian over Silverkit. I bonded with her like a mother over her own kit. I discovered that my parents still live in Snowclan as elders and that a few of my kits came back except for Littleleaf who was killed by my brother Forestfire. I also discover that my brother and sister are dead.
I get my first apprentices since being back in Snowclan. I get Dovepaw then Silverpaw and then Jaypaw. I train them very hard especially Silverpaw. She at first hates me very much still as much as before but then we have a talk. I told her my past and she finally understood why I was so mean to the world because the world wasn't so nice to me back either.
The war with Deathclaw is coming fast. Softstep Silverfrost and Cherryblossom are part of an omen. "One cat born of the Blossom and of Death will be killed by Death itself." Softstep has asked for my help. I will help because I want nothing more than to see Deathclaw and my brother die but I am nervous because to kill a spirit is a lot harder than killing a live cat. Will I have to become one with my brother to defeat him...
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Relationships
Mother- Longfur
Father- Blackheart
Littermates- Icystep and Forestfire
Friends- Nope
Enemies- Deathclaw
Former mentor- Deathclaw
Ex-mate- Deathclaw
Crush- Nope
Mate- Nope
Kits- Iceclaw Rockycliff Sweetstep and Littleleaf
Apprentices- Dovepaw Silverpaw and Jaypaw
Former apprentices- Hawkheart
Deathclaw and Spiritstep